Monday, March 31, 2008

5 more days till deadline.


8 Mile.

8 mile

Tonight, I watched '8 Mile'. I borrowed it from Afiq just now. It is acted by Marshall Bruce Mathers III. Man,if you haven't watched it you're old-school :] I don't know why I had the feeling to watch it. It just came out to me. Maybe I miss Eminem's rapping :p HAHAHA! The film inspired me to listen to more rap music, you know those awesome beats and stuff. And guess what? The movie featured 200 usages of the word "fuck". Right now,I'm downloading some of the soundtracks from the movie. Like 'Mobb Depp', '50 Cent' , 'Xzibit' etc. You may think I'm weird but I'm not. You do? Well,FUCK YOU! Opps! I think I might have been watching 8 Mile too much. Hahaha! :]

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Get rich or die tryin'

50 cent

Curtis James Jackson III (born July 6, 1975),[1] better known by his stage name 50 Cent, is an American rapper. He rose to fame with the release of his albums Get Rich or Die Tryin' (2003) and The Massacre (2005). Both albums achieved multi-platinum success, selling over twenty-one million records worldwide.[2]

Born in South Jamaica, Queens, 50 Cent began drug dealing at the age of twelve during the 1980s' crack epidemic.[3] After leaving drug dealing to pursue a rap career, he was shot nine times in 2000. After releasing his album Guess Who's Back? in 2002, 50 Cent was discovered by rapper Eminem and signed to Interscope Records. With the help of Eminem and Dr. Dre—who produced his first major commercial successes—he became one of the highest selling rappers in the world. In 2003, he founded the record label G-Unit Records, which signed successful rappers such as Young Buck, Lloyd Banks, and Tony Yayo.

50 Cent has engaged in numerous feuds with other rappers including Ja Rule, The Game, and Fat Joe. He has also pursued an acting career, appearing in the semi-autobiographical film Get Rich or Die Tryin' in 2005 and the Iraq War film Home of the Brave in 2006.

I got addicted listening to their song :)

The Flying Pickets is a British a cappella vocal group that had a surprise Christmas number one hit in 1983 in the UK Singles Chart, with their cover of Yazoo's track, 'Only You'.




Well right now,I'm looking at pictures and facts about pocongs.(sp?) That's how it is spelled in wiki.

A pocong is an Indonesian ghost that is said to be the soul of a dead person trapped in their suit. The pocong suit is used by Indonesian Muslims to cover the body of the dead person. They cover the dead body with white fabric called mori and tie the clothing over the head, under the feet, and on the neck. According to the native beliefs, the soul of a dead person will stay on the earth for 40 days after the death. When the ties aren't released after 40 days, the body is said to jump out from the grave to warn people that the soul need the bonds to be released. After the ties are released, the soul will leave the earth and never show up anymore. Because of the tie under the feet, the ghost can't walk. This causes the pocong to hop.

Picture taken by alkohol360

How it all started for the band.

Since all of this began,Zul decided to form a band so he recruited me as his drummer. And then,he asked one of this friend,Lewis to be the vocalist for the band. He agreed and now, all we need is a bass player. Doggy M[Memet] was suppose to be our bass player but he wasn't serious about this whole band thing so.. we decided not to take him in.

Thus,we called ourselves 'The Lonely Brothers'. We even made a Friendster profile about it. After a few days,Zul thinks the name is not rugged enough. So our band was unnamed.

The day after that,Zul thought of another name ; 'Hybrid Session' but since it was already been used,the band unnamed.. AGAIN!

In the month of March,he thought of ANOTHER name which was 'Four-Act Tragedy'. Mash told Zul that there was a Brunei band called The Three-Act Tragedy. HAHA! How many times did we changed our band name? 3 TIMES! AGAIN!!

And now,our band remain unnamed. We are asking people to vote what will be the suitable name for our band. 6 days from now on,people will start the voting. The deadline will be around 4th - 5th April. So people,pick a best name for us and we'll let you guys know after that :] We are currently writing and covering songs for our band. Speaking of covering songs like 'Only You - Yazoo', 'Lollipop - Ben Kweller', 'Everytime We Touch - Cascada' etc. We hope that we will make great music for all the music lovers out there and hope you guys appreciate it. The band will officially be active after June 'O' Levels. Our song writers will be Zul and myself :] I don't know about Lewis. (Hey Lewis,I think you should write some Chinese songs :p hahaha) Thank you!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

A little something about my baby :]

6th December 2007 is the date I met a beautiful and wonderful girl. So wonderful that she changed my entire life. Her charming smile brightens me up. Whenever I'm with her,I'll feel comfortable. Her kisses makes me fly and there was warmth in her hugs and in her handshake. She is the best girlfriend I've ever been with compared to my ex-girlfriends. I love you baby

Things got a little out of hand on..
[25th January 2008]

Her love came back again on..
[16th March 2008]

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

For you, baby.

Dear Fizah,

You're the one I love

You're the one I need

You accompany me at time of loneliness

You comfort me when I have problems

You help me to live in this world

You teach me how to live in this world

Your advice I will never forget

I've seen enough of that number for now!

Darn! That number is haunting me! I don't know why. At first,i messaged my girlfriend,asking her if she still likes her ex and then i checked the time ; IT WAS 1:49PM! grrr~ I was on my way picking up the brothers. Turned on some music and while we were chatting,I paused the music. Guess where it stopped?! 1.49! FUCK! Okay,we reached The Mall. And.. guess what I saw.. AGAIN?! A CAR WHICH LICENSE WAS BV1149! Man,it's darn creepy!


Well,i'm feeling kinda awkward now ;s I think Al likes Fizah or it's the other way round. hmmm,i hope nothing interrupts our relationship. I love you, fizah. Always~ ♥ Had a phone call with Al. He said,it's all okay. No need to worry. I hope what he says is true or i might over-react.

Where are you? And I'm so sorry,I cannot sleep ; I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always. Hafizah♥

Thursday, March 13, 2008

An adventurous journey back home.

Yeessss~ Today,we(Fathul,Daus and Fikri) had an adventurous journey from the Airport and back to my place :) Jalan kaki kami. hahaha,before that i stayed at SOAS at around 2 with the brothers excluding Afiq,he got school. For the first time,I saw my cousin Rafie in SOAS,near the parking lot watching people playing futsal. We went back to the airport around 5.

Fathul told me that Daus' mum is going to KL and that his mum will lanja us makan.When we reached the airport,I saw si Gizmo. hahaha,he was like attending an occasion or something. haha,i opened my window and shouted his name. The first time I shouted,he didn't realised. The second time,he looked back and waved. Gizmo atuu.

In the airport,we chilled at a cafe. I don't know whats it called actually. Ate roti kahwin and drank cold water. apakan,atu pun. Around 7,Daus' mum came with Naim,Daus' stepbrother. After his mum went in,we decided to go home by ourselves :) and it was raining. haha,skill~ There were two ways,Terunjing Lama and Muara. I chose Terunjing Lama so we went there. It was a lonely road,like it has never been used for so long. Cars often pass by there and street lamps were dim. It took us about 1 hour to reach Jalan Bedil. But before that,we stopped by Mufakat to buy cigarettes.When we reached home,we cooked mee goreng.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Friends are there for you no matter what.

Maaan,i'm soo friggin' bored. Currently at Mamih,Kiulap. Waiting for Zul to habis tuitionnya. Atuu ya lama,from 7 o'clock till 9. What the hell am I going to do for 2 friggin' hours. MSN,told Afiq to come over. He is,his dad is sending him here now. Updated soon.. kalau siap dari Mamih =D

Well,here I am. Let me tell you what happened just now.. Afiq came! ;D His dad sent him,I don't know what was his reason but who cares. hahaha! He showed me his new deck of cards,Bicycle cards ofcourse. He showed me a couple of tricks. Some of his tricks deceived my eyes,and one or two of em' were suspicious. Sorry fiq :) He ordered teh tarik which only costs $1.30. I ordered a Vanilla milkshake which costs $3.50. kaya ahh? ;) apakan. Around 9,Zul came. He chatted for awhile. I decided to pack up my things to go to Kiulap Mall. Smoked on the way there :) When we went up,we met Abang Maidi and Yazid(plus some friends). Abang Maidi bought things for his girlfriend such as shoes,clothes etc. How sweet of him~ :) hahaha,anything for your girlfriend,I'm right,NO?! haha. And then,we went to 'The Arcade',that's the name I think. played Tekken thrice in a row against Zul. He used Asuka and I used different characters.(Bryan Fury,Jack 5 and Law) I lost it all! Darn,oh well might as well practice some more. I tell you,I'm only good at Tekken in the PS2 version,using a controller.

But before that,my mum messaged Zul that the driver will be coming soon.So yeah,after we enjoyed ourselves in the arcade,we decided to go down. Outside,smoked a couple of cigarettes again. Jangan nada~ ;) haha,Zul said something about wanting to be single only. I asked why. He said,'It's boring'. HAHAHA! boring? well,depend on how you take care of your girlfriend.What about Zed-guurll~? haha.

Zul!.. Zul!.. YOU KNOW,AFIQ TOLD ME THAT HIS MAGIC TRICKS WERE LIKE AWESOME AND I WAS LIKE.. YEAH WHATEVER! ;D HAHAHA! you people should check that video out in YouTube. Just type in 'United States Of Whatever'. It's by Liam Lynch,if I'm not mistaken. I guarentee 100% that you people will laugh! Well,if ou don't,YOU SUCK! hahaha,well i guess that's the end of the story :) Goodnight.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

The lazy bum.

Didn't came to school today because I was exhausted. Slept at 3 last night. I was on the computer for too long,played guitar and learned the tabs for Boston. Who is the singer? Well,it's Augustana. You wanna know more of the band,find it out yourself.

Mom came in my room and asked me if I am going to school or not. And then,she realised that my room had a dreadful smell of cigarettes. She said to herself,Why is the room has this kind of smell.You've been smoking,haven't you? I was lying on my bed,pretending that nothing had happened.GOt lectured and then she went out. Now my room has an air-refresher ; is that how you spell it? Got out from bed and turned on my laptop. There I was chatting to Fathul only. Yeah,he asked me if i got anything to do with Fikri and Mizah's relationship. I said, No,I was only told to tell Fikri the favor. And then,he asked me if he can stay at my place this Thursday. I told him,Yeah,why not :)

Damn,eventually i got bored and got nothing to do. Decided to play guitar but if I did,I would play the same song over and over again. So i messaged Zul,wondering if I could chill at his place and bring the Mall Tycoon 2 disc. I asked him if he was at home or not. Told my mom that I'll be over at Zul's. Before I went off,he replied my message and told me to buy one nasi katok.

Reached his place, and then went up to his and played Guitar Hero 2. After that,we smoked a couple of cigarettes. Suddenly,his girl-friends came. They were chilling at the veranda,chit-chatting all the way. I don't know,about a couple of hours perhaps? And then,I went outside to smoke. The girl called Pearl asked how old am I. When i said thirteen,she looked surprised and the other girl called.. I don't quite remember said it was unbelievable. They kept assuring me if I was thirteen or not. Believe me,I AM thirteen. They went home about 7? Fadhli offered me to play GTA with him,so I did. It was kind of exciting actually,you know.. not playing it for so long. My mom messaged Zul,telling him that my driver is coming in a couple of minutes.

However,Zul sang a Panic At The Disco's song entitled The Only Difference... I'm too lazy to type it all out now. It included Al's name and Julia's name. From there,I teased him ; tickling and pressing his muscles. That doesn't consider as gay,folks. I promise myself not to contact her again and so did she,not to contact Al again. Well,I hope we both can keep that promise. The driver came and then I went home.

Now,I'm in my room,listening to Attack by 30STM. HAHAHA,i know if Zul reads this post,he'll say,'Ah baie,poklen'. Forgive me if you don't Zul. I think that's all. nini~

Monday, March 10, 2008

Old Memories.

i shall not forget those times..


habiiisss :) congratulations.

Congratulations to Uncu & Uncu Donna for their first marriage! Have a good time in your married life! Yeah,he's the MAN!

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Fresh minds.

Tonight,11.37am ; Afiq came to my place. He was bored so he decided to come here and played guitar with me. Oh yeah, we made a new song called 'Don't Say Goodbye'. Its really a sweet song,about wanting this girl but apparently she's with another guy. Afiq came up with this song, so he decided to make a song out of it. SHHH!, but it's about Nurul. Here's the story, he broke up with his girlfriend two days ago, which was on the 3rd of March. I'm not going to describe all about this but it was a sad story.This song is dedicated to Afiq's ex-girlfriend.

The song goes something like this..

The day we first met,
Something felt right.
Some people say,
Its love at first sight.
In this small world,
You're hard to find.
All I want is
For you to be mine.

I promise you that I'll be there for you,
Whenever you want me to.
I'm telling you that I miss you,
So before I die, don't say goodbye.

Now I understand,
You're with someone better.
Please give me a chance,
To make you stronger.
I heard my phone beep,
While I was asleep.
I answered your call,
You do miss me after all.


I held your hand so tightly now.
I'll get through to you,
Someway somehow.
I could be yours forever and when,
You ran away and never came again.


Well,it's not much but that's what we got.After writing that song, we covered some well-known songs. For example: Face Down/Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Misery Business - Paramore, The Rest Of My Life - Less Than Jake, Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional and Voices - Saosin.Now that's a lot of songs. Got nothin' to say left,till here~

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

A very last day.

Today is the last day for our assessment test ; subjects are Science and History.Mann,it was soo damnn easayy! Does that make me craazzayyy?! apakan. Studied History last night about an hour,i kept falling asleep while revising it. haha yeeahh,History is in my head like.. like.. Adolf Hitler was born on the 20th April 1889 in Austria~ you see! you see! ;) Im not trying to boast myself but that detail is true! I kinda like Adolf's history like.. mann,when he was young,he was a real gangsta! He hated Jews and formed a party called the Nazi! Okay,now im boastingg. haha anyways.. took the History test normally,i didn't suffer too much ;p After that,Science is our next test. Before we did took our test,i revised about Drugs and Electric Circuits or whatever you call it ; and then, with Amin and Nick about the diagram of the heart. It was a little confusing in the beginning but it went well after that. Science was not so bad,the last section was about Photosynthesis and Drugs,only asked to choose one. So i chose Drugs,haha. skip it,you dont wanna know what i wrote :)

On my way back home,Fathul texted me to go to the mall because it was Daus' birthday and wanted a ride. Around 1.30,i took off from home and picked up Daus first and then Fathul. Went to the mall,chilled at West Street,met Shah there. And then,we decided to go the the arcade to play battlegear for awhile. There is this time trial i couldn't beat,it was Leo's.I dont exactly know who is that but maan.. he is GOOD! His drifts are all clean~ damn,thinking to myself. got nothing left to say. till heree

Monday, March 03, 2008





Saturday, March 01, 2008

1st Assessment Test

1st Assessment Test.

Yeah,today is the day.. I caught a flu and .Some people wished me good luck to pass this Assessment test. My parents,friends,brothers and sisters,you know who you are (: Im all buck-wild,feeling ghettofied. apakan,let's just say im ready,okay? hmm,the first test was Geography which is so hard that i commited it to memory ;s There are quite a few questions I didn't manage to answer,I was under pressure. I kept on sneezing and shit ;s The next test was English,hah! bellos~ It was a piece of cake,i managed to answer all but got a little confused in the cloze passage ;s haha,hope i pass both english and geography.

Ugama was up next.30 minutes on the clock and to tell you,not all of the ugama students in our class completed the papers.I mean,come on. One of my friends wrote 'Cikgu inda mengajar kami' i think. hahaha! gila tu sudah,dang dang. mun cikgu nampak,mati kali kau. wahaha! and then it was breakk~ sneezed like every 10 seconds. Tayib asked me to drink coffee,so I did. Ordered a cup of coffee from the canteen. It was so hot that Tayib asked me to drink faster == he thinks im superman,please. well,skip the shit.

OH YEAH,Myron said that coffee can kill you 0.0 i was like wtf?! if it does,please do send a reply.thank you

Commercial Studies was a bit difficult.I simply did the structure questions and my balance for the Cash Book was not equal :( nevermind that. its been a long sneezing day. till here~