Prayers sought for baby suffering from Leukaemia.

Bandar Seri Begawan - The mother of the leukaemic baby, who was the subject of the text message which spread around Saturday night yesterday called.. [Read More]

Let us all pray together for a swift recovery for the baby. Amin ya robbal 'alamin.

I'm a failure.

In the end, I end up with failed attempts. After trying and trying, it's causing me too much pain. My head tells me to stop, but my heart tells me to go on. Why can't we make up like the last time? I'm stupid, I admit. Even though it hurts inside, I still carry the weights on my shoulders. It's been so long. I have no intentions of forgetting. I know you don't care about my feelings. I can see by the way you talk to me. I'm trying my best to show that I'm a good friend, but you keep on pushing me down. The deeper I go, the harder I fall. I know it's wrong for me to give my love to someone who doesn't appreciate what I have to give. You were the best I have ever had. Too bad you had to throw away such precious moments that we shared together. From now on, you and me - we're through. I don't mind if we get acquainted again someday, but not any time soon.

Two in one.

We had our Brother's Day Out tonight. Well, not really all of us were there. Zul couldn't make it because he had no transport. I picked Flavours as a chill place for the night. I was a little bit late, but they didn't mind. Afiq then came a few minutes later. He ate, we didn't. So Fathul thought of another place to have our dinner. He mentioned about Pizza Hut's Double Tuesday offer which is going on, so we just went with the flow. Fikri called Nieza over as well. We ordered two large pans of pizza. They were worth it. My tummy is full now. Thanks for coming, guys! I had fun, but it would've been more fun with all the brothers present. 'Til next time. Maybe end of the next month.

Those who look back into the past are certain to miss the future.

I've left a couple of messages and this is how you repay me? You are one rude person.

Khurafat.

I'm in Qlap Mall with Omar, Harith Waie, Kevin, Tayib and their friend, Nas. We've just finished watching Khurafat and damn, the movie was super horrifying! Our seats were on the third row from in front of the cinema screen. Honestly, I was scared so I took off my spectacles, rolled down my sleeves, wore my hoodie and covered a quarter of my eye sight. My vision wasn't very blurry for I was sitting at the front. I screamed as if I was on a rollercoaster ride. Harith and Omar were giggling away. The guys at the back too! You should watch it - with the one you love maybe. You'll never know what might happen. Right?

Rusty legs.

Football session today was great! I had so much fun working with my feet again. I bet the other ten including Fikri whom I brought to play with us had fun too. We only played a small portion of the Pusar Ulak field. The thing is that, some of the guys got tired early. Maybe it's because they haven't played for a long time - even I did. I doubt Omar, Azrin and Harith Waie did because they've played a few matches lately. Correct? Well, I just want to say thank you to those who showed up today. We'll inform you guys about our next session which will be some time around next month.

Happy 16th Birthday, Belle!

I was late for the failed surprise party that Kirah planned. We were supposed to be there around 4:30 PM, wait for Kirah's signal and surprise Belle together, but I was too late because I was told that she knew that we were coming so I had to go and buy her cake since Tayib said there was no cake. Unfortunately, Belle got home earlier than we expected. She wasn't surprised when the guys arrived there, but not when we drove in with her birthday cake lit up. When she opened the door, we sang her the birthday song like twice, but then she got annoyed and immediately blew the candles out. It was all good. The food, the company, the cakes, the conversations etc. Oh! I didn't know Kirah bought Belle a cake too! Well, that makes us the same. Hakiim was there along with his friends, Pacoi, Hasif and Aziemah.

Happy 16th Birthday, Kaka Bewwe!

Wingman Yib's mission came up unexpectedly. I ended up playing Battleship with Kirah. First, she didn't know how to play, but after a few minutes of explaining, she finally got it. The game was--kind of unfair because Sahrul and Hasif were helping Kirah to cheat. She bombed most of my ships while I only sunk one. After the game, we took lots of photos together. I can't wait for her to upload 'em to Facebook. Fikri and Nieza soon picked me up and now, I'm on my way home.

AAR + Owl City mashup!

You should check this out! Seemingly weird for two songs of different genres to fit together.

CLICK HERE

I put up a link because playing the video here would clash with the song in my blog. Hehe 0:)

Pizza Hut Day Out.

I had a good lunch with Omar, Ashif and Yusree today. Since I had no transport, Ashif insisted to pick me up with his new driver, Tugimon. Thanks, man! Too bad his driver is not familiar with Brunei's surroundings except for Kuala Belait's. We had our lunch at Pizza Hut, Madewa. I was hoping for Amal to work today and there she was! We haven't gotten inside the restaurant and we could already hear her scream. Well-dressed and the place was fancy. The food was great as well. I'm glad she's happy with her work. Ashif had to take off early because he had to pick up his brother from Ugama school. We followed Omar's car and sent Yusree back home. I followed to where Omar had to go because he could only send me in the late evening. Thanks guys!

Round 17 in Zombie mode.

We've been playing Black Ops since after Manchester United's match against Tottenham. Anyway, we reached round 17 in zombie mode - FOR THE FIRST TIME! There were four of us in the beginning, but he left the game in the first round. There were lots of revives, near deaths, lucky shots to the head, lots of running, legless zombies, unique upgrades and multiple switches of the DefCon. Here is the picture:

(omar_195(2) was Harith Waie. You can figure out the rest.)

Thanks!!!

A moment ago, I was in the middle of reposting a survey my friend remade. It's called 'My kind of guy/girl'. It tells you what type of guy/girl you're looking for. Trying to avoid getting desperate, I was about to post it. Suddenly I paused and thought to myself; "What am I doing this for? Like she's going to read it." JYEAH. From what I have gone through earlier, I didn't expect it to turn out like that. It hurts, but I just kept quiet. Well, at least, I fulfilled one of my wishes so thank you.

I had my haircut at Magstar Saloon today with Zul. Thank goodness I was right on time, or else I would've gone behind the queue of three customers. Zul had his turn after them. Say hello to short-haired Zully. He chilled over at my place for a while. Watched me played The Sims 3. I insisted on playing Move with Zul since it's his first time. The first game we played was Sports Champions - tabletennis, gladiators and disc golf. We'll play again next time, alright? Now I'm currently at a friend's BBQ. I'm alone in the room. I'm so bored.

Simsomnia.

It means having trouble sleeping due to the dire temptation of playing The Sims 3. I made it up though. Hehehe.

I should be fast asleep by now, but somehow, I don't feel sleepy at all. I did sleep for an hour or so around midnight though and woke up at 2:30. For two days straight now, I've been up all night playing The Sims 3. It wasn't very addicting at first. Unfortunately, the game got the best of me. Keeping me awake, fulfilling wishes, completing challenges etc. I still remember when it was only 4% of the game completed. Two days after, it's 51% now. (If I'm not mistaken) I've got to manage my sleeping time! It's giving me a headache - maybe worse if this keeps going on.

I also have just remembered that I need to go and get a haircut in the afternoon later. Eventually, meet up with Zul because he's getting his too. Well, to finish this post off, I'd like to wish everyone a good Saturday ahead! Good day, guys.

"Knowledge is a map. With enthusiasm, it's an adventure."

Boring day.

I stayed in the whole evening today. Zul is probably picking me up later at night because he has an important issue he needs to discuss with me; not forgetting to mention, Mel too! Mom instructed me to look after my little sisters while she's working. I think I did a fine job. Two of them are sleeping now and the other two are watching TV. I'm guessing they're with my mom now since she just got back from work. It's so sad since there are not much to do today but to play games all the way.

Oh yes! I forgot to post up pictures when I was in UK. They're in Malik's mobile phone so I'll try and check in with him later and get the pictures then.

Happy birthday!

Happy 16th Birthday to Fadli Zaini!

May Allah bless you always. Have fun on your birthday today! Hope your photography brings you into a new views in the future!

Black Ops.

I'd like to thank Fizah and Dedeh for making my day by saying goodbye before I went home. :))

Zul sent me over to Waie Saiful's place earlier. Thanks, man! I met the amigos. It feels great to be hanging out again since the others have already started their trial for sixth form. I jammed with the band members while they played game. I just noticed that Waie Saiful has a wireless router installed in his room. I'm jealous, because he can surf whenever he wants. What more to say if he owns a PS3? When I scanned the connections, his wireless appeared with a strength signal of 100%! I played Undead Nightmare with Zul for a while. We tried to get $7500 bounties each on our heads, but failed because the lawmen caught us off-guard. It was fun!

We went home around 8 and went to Gadong first. I finally bought Black Ops because tonight, we'll be having an awesome online time with each other! That's right - ZOMBIE MODE!

Facebook ends on March 15th.

I've just been informed that Facebook will be banned on March 15th, 2011! Why so soon, Mr. Zuckerberg? :( Thanks for sharing, @kinafied! All the posts, the games, the pictures -- YES, THE PICTURES! Must save pictures before Facebook gets terminated!

Read more HERE.

Done with New Vegas.

Yeay me! I have finally got the platinum trophy for Fallout: New Vegas! Ahh. I remember the first day I bought and directly played the game on the following night – November 14^th, 2010. The same day Zul bought his Little Big Planet game. I’ll miss the freezes on this game, the storylines for each chapters you join with at the Battle of Hoover Dam, the easy passing speeches, wild random wasteland encounters, E-DE AND BOONE -- OHMYGOD -- both of them are the best companions you’ll ever have in the game, my grenade machinegun L, my packs-a-punch Love and Hate unarmed weapon, my sexy nightwear apparel etc. I’M GOING TO MISS THEM A LOT!

Today on January 4^th, 2011, 8:40 AM, I am completely done with Fallout: New Vegas!

London Life. [Final]

2011 2011 (Supposedly January 1^st’s post) 2011 2011

UK has counted down to the last minute of 2010 and has welcomed and rolled the red carpet for the new year, 2011!

Happy New Year to everyone in the whole wide world!

Tonight has been an awesomely wild night at The Dorchester! There were colourful flashing lights in the ballroom everywhere, loud bass-kicking music and great food. Lots and lots of smiling faces and friendly people. Strangers turned into acquaintances. At first, my brothers and I couldn’t stand being in the place, but we wiped all those boredom off us and enjoyed the party to the fullest! I’m glad that I made friends with one of the chefs, or who else could I be talking to during the party.

A band also performed. They’re called ‘FUBAR’, if I’m not mistaken. They play classic rock genre band. In fact, I have gained some inspirations for my side-project from listening to them. They covered a song from Pro Evolution Soccer entitled ‘The One’. Has anyone heard of it? Please do tell me! I hope I am able to remember how the melody went like.

To my surprise, a Hollywood super-starlet appeared as a special guest. I am not a fan of her, but she was Jennifer Hudson. She performed three songs of hers and completely rocked the dance floor. When the emcee announced her appearance, almost everyone came up to the stage – trying to record her performance, snap shots of her etc. Lucky for me, I got pictures of her! Will upload it soon! You won’t believe how stoked I was!

Not only Jennifer Hudson was with us for the countdown, two other Hollywood super-starlets were there! They were Pamela Anderson and Bei Ling.(sp?) Can you actually believe it? Pamela Anderson and Bei Ling! I, myself, also couldn’t believe they were there! I was hoping for – I don’t know – Black Eyed Peas to be there and perform their massive hit, Dirty Bit? − Or Owl City. OH~ IF OWL CITY DID APPEAR AS A SPECIAL GUEST, I WOULD RUN UP THE STAGE AND GET HIS AUTOGRAPH! OR TAKE PICTURES WITH HIM! IT WOULD BE THE BEST NEW YEAR YET! Sorry if I’m exaggerating. Hehehe. I’ll upload the short video clip I captured soon as well.

A minute to new year’s, the room had gotten dim and Pamela Anderson counted down the last ten seconds. Slowly, everyone started to follow her and as she shouted ‘Happy New Year’, lots of silver confetti came pouring down from above the dance floor. So they started to sing ‘Auld Lang Syne’. I could see that Tayib was enjoying himself. For years, we’ve been tight together although we don’t really catch up with things long time ago – he’s simply the best! I hope you enjoyed tonight’s party! And so as everyone else! I can’t really describe the whole thing here in this post. Words can’t express how much fun I had! I also hope everyone had a really splendid new year in Brunei Darussalam.

London Life. [Pt 6]

(Supposedly December 30^th’s post)

We went shopping alone yesterday to Selfridges. I finally bought the things that the Brothers wanted. Don’t worry, guys. When I get back, each of you’ll get yours! I can’t wait! You know, I think I went to Selfridges alone three times yesterday because I was unsure of the shoes that I wanted to buy. It’s like, every size I asked for each shoe that I picked out wasn’t available. Before I left the place completely, I asked the staff for another place which sells shoes. The place that he mentioned was the place that I was going to go since three days now – Carnaby Street. It’s like a crowded alleyway, but with shops surrounding it. I remember the guy saying a shoe store called ‘Size’, so I started to look for it.

A few minutes later, I saw a store called ‘size?’ and I thought that might be the correct store the staff in Selfridges was talking about. I went inside and there were lots of shoes, but it was hard to look for the shoe I wanted. After searching, I couldn’t find it.

(Supposedly December 31^st’s post)

Last day today! Hakiim wants to go to Selfridges again. I’m guessing he still has some things to buy! It’s 11:06 AM (7:06 PM – Brunei). I haven’t taken a shower yet! We have to start packing before the party for new year’s.

Happy New Year, Brunei!